09.13.2010 Monday Gearing Up for the Week!

Spent today getting ready for the rest of the week. Tomorrow starts the morning Bible Study in New Castle that I have committed to attending with Mackenzie (5) and Cole (2). Kendall (3.5) goes to pre-school that day so she cannot attend. I really really am going to require quite a bit of positive self talk as the nagging doubts about life vs grad school continue to occupy my mind. This seems to be clouding my ability to go back to school and participate with any degree of intelligent thought. The thought of being so far behind is terrifying. My all-or-nonedness is dictating that this is too much to accomplish in a temporal plain. I'm just going to have to talk myself out of this or as my mom so frequently admonishes to "get happy"! Watched the kids so Kelly could interview in Fishers. Sometimes creativity is required when dealing with your own thoughts, doubts and misgivings.